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fucking freak [30 Dec 2003|09:03pm]
[ mood | numb ]

yeah so very sad/lonley tyler was supposed to come n see me but he's @ lindseys so anyways i happen not to give a fuck i wuld rather jus die then have to spend another day on earth with all of you ppl i can handle it anymore jesus n he has no idea oh i think everyone knows who im talking about haha anyways rayce n tree broke up>>(U) which is sad but shit goes on n so does life sumtimes i wish it wouldnt but every day i am prooven wrong i actually dont care if i see anybody eevr again *cut *cut *cut *bleeds down arms

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fuck it [27 Dec 2003|01:18am]
[ mood | depressed ]

my fucking god im soo sick of shit my moms throwing shit @ me @ the moment so yeah thats entertaining appprently nobodys loves me and im a fuckin peice of shit well @ least according to her anyways shes yellin off names that i couldnt even think of yup shits jus fuckin great anyways i wanna die but i cant bcuz i dont no how
chow

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yeah and then some [22 Dec 2003|11:04pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

today is tuesday i think it might be monday hmm umm no im pretty sure its tuesday but with the strong possibility that its wednesday but im almost sure its either monday or tuesday well then
yeah and im watching sum dumb video me and chey made wen we were really high on sumthing anyways ashley's 1 sexee lade i thought id share yeah i spent this golorious day with tyler lovley we had lots of good sex great sex actually best sex ever now that i hav covered that im not talkin 2 brett jus because im not yes i dono if u no this but im finally able to say that i dont jus love tyler im in love with him yes now i feel lika wus cuz im jus that fuckin cool well il fuckin update this fuckin shit later u fuck ass fuck ME u fuckin bitches

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fuck holidays fuck them up there fucking assholes [18 Dec 2003|02:03pm]
[ mood | bitchy ]

i fucking hate the holidays i love halloween i feel normal but christmas for fuck sakes people SANTA ISNT FUCKING REAL kids fuck you fuck the fucking holidays by the way tegan ur kool

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LOOK QUIZES [18 Dec 2003|01:52pm]
[ mood | accomplished ]

this is what i did 2day
p.s. Izix is so fuckin hott

Take the quiz: "how sane are you?"

one mental mother fucker
its ok we all are a lil crazy but you ... you are a fucking nutcase. good job i honor you. you are yourself

Take the quiz: "Method of Suicide"

Mutilation
You have come to terms with your demons and wish to see yourself bleed. Your method of suicide is Mutilation.

Take the quiz: "Which Spydie are you?"

Dark Gothic Spyder Mistress
You are Dark Gothic Spyder Mistress. You are colorblind and cannot live without your morbid threads or twisted tunes.

Take the quiz: "What kind of chicken are you???"

You are not chicken material.
I'm sorry, you are not chicken material.

Take the quiz: "What is your elvish name?"

Sylwyn


Take the quiz: "Are you male or female?"

female
You Are Female

Take the quiz: "What kind of bagel are you?"

Poppy seed bagel
You are a good person. You like to do fun things and are not average, you're better!

Take the quiz: "Do you want to have sex all the time?"

You are a SEX kitten (you need it ) (badly!)
you need it! badly!


Take the quiz: "what kind of j-rocker are you?"

...whats a j-rocker?
you are why guns exist...:cocks shotgun: you're going down!!!!!


Take the quiz: "True calling accoding to SUGAR"

Ostrich
HOBRE!!! ha ha you look like HOMBRE
Take the quiz: "What Film Genre Are You???"

Horror
You Are Horror!!!!!

You enjoy Fear! Sometimes you like to be scared or like to scare other people. You like to stand out, and are different from the normal!
Example of films are Friday the 13th, Phantasm and Evil Dead.

Take the quiz: "Which Playing Card Are You?"

The Queen of Hearts
Loving, caring, but sometimes Vain, You are the Queen of Hearts.

Take the quiz: "What member of Zenhex are you?"

Rev. Evil
You are one evil mother fucker. you are most like Rev.Evil

Take the quiz: "What part of an atom are you?"

Electron
You are the electron. You feel small and because of this you have a negative outlook on life. Cheer up, its never that bad!

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[17 Dec 2003|01:18pm]
[ mood | indifferent ]

ok im actually really updatin now instead of the stupid fucking quiz shit i've been posting for sum it has amused but i just thought id fill u all in on whats goin on the people from mental health came to visit me @ my house2day it was fun they asked me about my cuts n about my life n shit so yeah i have to go into a foster home for a little awhile or ill have to go stay @ the hospital there with the padded cells *gets look of glee on face* then all day i can sing " crazy i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy crazy? i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy crazy? i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy crazy? i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy crazy? i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy crazy? i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy crazy? i was crazy once they locked me in the nut house the walls were made out of marshmellows funny they didnt taste like marshmellows i lived there i died ther they burried me in worms i hate worms they drive me crazy until i drive EVERYONE IN THEW WHOLE FUCKIN BUILDIN CRAZY then mayeb they'll let me out and i can go oin with my pathetic life=) tootles

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bobbing for apples? who knew [17 Dec 2003|01:15pm]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I will drown while bobbing for apples!



How will you die? Take the Exotic Cause of Death Test

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yes... [17 Dec 2003|01:03pm]
[ mood | frustrated ]

im actually gettin sick of these

Just for the hell of it,heres a cutting survey.

0. Name: Kimmberly
1. Are you a boy/ girl? Grrrl
2. Age: 14 1/2. Age you began to cut: 9
4. Does anyone know you cut? My mom kinda does

6. Do you ever burn or bruise yourself? yeah
7. Do you think that you are depressed? I have bipolar
8. Do you think you have anxiety problems? Know it.
9. Do you think you have Obsessive Compulsive Disorder (OCD)?no.
10. Do you have any other disorders? Insomnia and I don’t eat
11. Do you have an eating disorder? yeah
12. Are you on meds? (if yes what?) Geodon,Zoloft,Seroquel, prozac, and sum other shit
13. Have you been hospitalized or been to the ER for self injury/ suicide attempt? Yeah for both
14. Have you tried to commit suicide? (multiple times how many?) lik 7 times
15. How? Overdose hangin slit my wrists
16. Does anyone know that you tried? no
17. Are you are have you ever been abused in any way? Emotionally and physically.
18. Have you ever been sexually assaulted? No.
19. How ( if you don?t mind saying) . . .
20. Do you do drugs? (what, how much, how often)? Everyday coke smack E acid n sum jibb
21. Do you think of cutting as a good or bad thing? good
22. Do you wish you could stop? No,not really.I know its a life-long problem and it won`t go away.
23. Do you wish to stop in the future? I don`t know.I don`t think of the future that much.It scares me.
24. What are your feelings leading up to, during and after cutting? Before: Angry,irate,irritated,depressed. During: Total blankness. After: Shock,happiness.
25. When you cut does it hurt? Not anymore
26. Do you bandage your cuts? no.
27. Where do you most normaly cut? My arms stomache legs
28. Please describe it(, color, atmosphere) .. Red?
29. Are you alone? Yes.
30. Do you have a weapon of choice, do you carry it with you? Razor blades glass peices
31. Have you ever made a weapon out of something ordinary or something you found? Does breaking a glass count?
32. What have you used to injure yourself? Razors lighters knives stoves glass shards safety pins tools pens
33. How do you feel about your cuts/scars, do they tell a story?? Ther beautiful
34. Have people ever asked about your cuts/scars? yes
35. What did you tell them? When and if people see them I just shrug and walk away.or say I felt down
36. Do you ever show people your cuts/scars? (why or why not and who?) umm I show rayce
37. Do you ever design a cut (make it decorative or in a certain shape)? Sumtimes ill wirte “I feel sick” or “homeless” or lik “pain is nothing” but mostly I jus cut
38. Are your cuts lines or in rows, or designs?slashes
39. Have you ever cut too deep?ther is no such thing as 2 deep
40. Have you ever scared yourself while, before or after cutting? no
41. Do you go to therapy? yes
42. Do you have trust issues? Yeah I don’t trust any1
43. Do you sit in corners? ye
44. Do you know people or hang out with people who cut? sure
45. Are you addicted to cutting? No I just like doing it fuck fine I am

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read it [16 Dec 2003|07:00pm]
[ mood | amused ]

this is jus my update of things i think u shuld read

Since we can die but once, what matters it,
If rope or garter, poison,pisol, sword,
Slow-wasting sickness, or the sudden burst
Of valve arterial in the noble parts,
Curtail the miseries of human life?
Though varied is the cause, the effect's the same:
All to one common dissolution tends.

Once, there was a girl who liked 2 throw things. She started out throwing eggs. Then, she threw the big game. Then, she threw back a shot of whiskey. Then she threw up. Then she got thrown out of the house, & then she moved into a van down by the river.

suffocation takes coordination,
suffocation -- a game we all can play!

1st you get a plastic bag,
then you put it on your head.

go to bed, wake up dead!
go to bed, wake up dead!

yo.
i want to kill people who think that it's unfair to have an abortion bc it's killing a fetus and think that it is fair to the child* to let them grow up in a world where they probably weren't wanted in the first, second, third, etc. place and are alcoholic shit fucks that can't tell their toe from their knee cap.
i want to kill them and their fetus.
saving the world one idiot at a time.
other than that. this is my first post and i find the ideas of this cult interesting...
yo yo yo.
oh and i want to kill john henson's wife. he's supposed to be mine.

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im da bone cracka [16 Dec 2003|09:53am]
[ mood | drained ]

yes im updatin yes iv been sittin home on my ass i culd go 2 school but i dont wanna mm mint lip gloss ash n me hung out yesterday it was jolly fun jolly fun indeed ye pindars goin 2 distillers im sooooooo jealous i culd crap myself yes but i wont the only people on msn right now r daniel izix(soohott) n kyle n im talkin 2 all of them except daniel n hes the only 1 i want 2 talk 2 this world jus isnt fair yes u heard me damn right dont get freaky im loco yeah well this nurse from mental health is coming to my house tomorow to talk to me bwhahahaha yeah i hate people just people in general but mother knows best i suppose im not to sure i think she's fuckin psycho and im gonna slit her fuckin throat cuz shes a fuckin cunt lickin donkey ass rammers dildo suckin fuckin peice of shit and i fuckin hate her this statement may make me look lik i need help BUT believe me people no one is as crazy as my mother i may hav fantacy's about killing people but at least im tasteful about it *breathes a sigh of relief* tegan broke up with dillian cuz shes a bitch haha im joking umm i tried to make things work between them but tegan just likes to fuck around she dont like the realtionship shit but hey neither do i and on that note tylers a fuckin dick yeah you heard me ass fucker bah the whole world can fuckin die FUCKIN Die tyler i suggest until you know what the word love means you shouldnt say it cause you couldnt possibly love me and i couldnt possibly love you i did at one time you were my world but then i came into the harsh reality of it all and it makes me soo sick to my stomache that i want to puke....i could never say this to your face becuase 1 you dont listen worth fuck 2 you'd prolly just defend yourself with some bullshit and 3 you could just simply say i love you kimmberly god im so fuckin sick of hearin you say that because i think we both know its not true i dont understand what you want from me anymore you tell me to do something and then you compltly change your mind and try to mold me into somthin else to fit what you want and i cant take it anymore...theres not fixing shit with us...

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no facial peircings//sooo many pills [12 Dec 2003|08:02pm]
[ mood | tired ]

yeah i hav no peircings on my face i took out my eyebrow ring my lip rings my nose ring ahhhh='( im gonna peirce them again but i feel so nakid right now='( n plus stupid doctor people r puttin me on more meds lik prozac and shit i didnt even no they were aload 2 give that shit 2 me bah and lik 20 other kinds of pills bah shit sucks

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QUIZES bwhaha i like quizes [08 Dec 2003|01:29pm]
[ mood | groggy ]





How random are you?

this quiz was made by alanna





Nope, you don't have a drop of english blood in your body. In fact, you're probably American ;) Y'know that little island next to France? Y'know...Europe? No? Ohwell. We love you really - have a cucumber sandwich!

How British are you?

this quiz was made by alanna







Which X2 Character Are You?






Do you cluck or do you roar?

this quiz was made by alanna
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yeah im a sheep^o) [08 Dec 2003|01:25pm]
[ mood | nauseated ]





Which flock do you follow?

this quiz was made by alanna

yeah im fuckin bored as usual i hav 2 go to the hospital today because people said so anyways ill updqate wen i come back from sittin in my dark corner deciding ur fate
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ryans gonna die//stripey stripey//pizza pretzels//DANCE TIME [05 Dec 2003|11:33am]
[ mood | devious ]

yeah the subject should just explain most of it ryan said i was the most annoying person he knows but he likes the way i walk either way i dont understand it but it's ok i dont understand much or it just doesnt understand me in 6 days im cuttin all my hair off well most of it as i have explained to many people throughout these past 11days brenton i have come to the conclusion us very smart i need a ficking dictionary just to talk to her and robbert is my silly pirate *drools* haha but the coolest of them all is a guy i met yesterday his name is ixiz isnt his name soooo kool yeah he comented on how dead i looked which made my day happy he looks lik a cross between curt cobain and benji from g.c. a good combo id say but anyways i am off bcuz i am yes and im goin 2 make a sandwhihc n hey i went to school 2day so yeah hmm ill umm see you people in hell

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yeah i got labled [03 Dec 2003|07:49pm]
[ mood | angry ]

Gothic
Goth


Get Your Label.
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SoTired//GonnaMakeMeSelfASandwhich [02 Dec 2003|08:44am]
[ mood | tired ]

yeah trish said shes gonna read my live journal bwhaha i laugh @ her like this bwhaha ness anyways shit is fucked that is about all i can say ash was supposed 2 come and see me yesterday but didnt bah! wut a homo aniwaiz i love her yeah yeah well hmm i dont hav much 2 say except i think im gona go back to bed tty people later

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sick sad fucked up world [01 Dec 2003|08:32pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

yeah im fucked up as usual tyson's a prick tyler's my dads a fag and my moms a hag....look i rhymned=| anyways shit is so fucked up i wish i could just fucking die but i cant cuz i cant find a good fucking way to fuckin do it fuck shiot is sooo fucked anyways yeah all u stupid fcukers better come to my fucking funeral fuckin kill me sombody please just fuckign run me over with a fuckin car cause dude no shit that would help alot anyways usually i would be cutting myself right now to help myself but my arms stomache legs and chest are covered in cuts so i need to find another way until all of them heal fuckin christ and i cant burn myself cuz i already got lots of them maybe ill just start peircing myself again until shit heals fuckign christ ahh i dont know what to fuckign do anymore

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i peirced my eyebrow// [28 Nov 2003|12:06pm]
[ mood | drained ]

hullo it tis me i peirced my eyebrow in cookin today yes the boy is still sick which is sad anyways i dont hav much 2 say i cried for the first time yesterday in like 2 1/2 years yeah i guess i forgot how 2 cry if its possible i dont no but anyways ill write later

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my crotch was claimed by the boy//new peircing time//i miss pindar [27 Nov 2003|10:59am]
[ mood | sick ]

hullo every1 chris says: " kimms crotch is now mine" chris is complety fucking awesome im GONNA MAKE MY HAIR INTO DREGS I ALREADY HAV 4 dregs yes indeedy yeah but anyways im really sick so ill update later dumb drugs

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beetle juice// stupid hospital [25 Nov 2003|09:37am]
[ mood | awake ]

yeah today i look lik effin beetle juice except im wearin my jammie bottums and sittin in my basement...yeah...im..cool...haha iighty well ash started updatin again bwhahaha gawd im soo tired mother took me 2 the hospital again....gawd one of these days when she packs me up in the car im gonna take my razor bladfe and stab it in 2 the side of her head she gets way to worried about things she should just seriously lay off before i murder her. but aniwaiz ummm yeah im goin sumbody call me im bored

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